This haunts my dreams still..
And I only have two questions..
1) Zayn why?
2) How is Liam still alive?
Mariana, i'm 18. I love books, I'm weird as fuck, sometimes I think I can sing.. sometimes no. awkward is my word. ED SHEERAN IS MY LORD. I'm in love with the idea of being in love...
More and more, it feels like I’m doing a really bad impersonation of myself.
I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.